Hungry
for more
By
Henry Whys
The
person is being asked questions about how marijuana felt on stage.
The person explains how they feel deep within. Must be brought across
with emotion and feeling, comedy must be added very lightly and in
the necessary parts.
The
feeling? Well the feeling was- something different. I didn't feel
anything I just spaced out and I felt...different. It just didn't
feel like I was there, like I was up in the clouds somewhere. It was
really good at first, I took it only occasionally to keep me happy
when I was bored or depressed. But then...
But
then it became an addiction, I had to have it every once in a while,
and didn't spend time with my family or friends because I was so
addicted. I didn't want them to know, I didn't want them to look down
on me in shame. After all, who is impressed to have a druggee as
there brother or friend? The marijuana was lifting me away from all
that. The sensation was amazing. It kept me alive, it kept me
breathing, it kept me happy.
All
I ever wanted as a little kid was to feel happy. I loved all the good
emotions in my lifetime but hated all the bad. I knew I had to stop
but I couldn't bring my self to do it. I hated my self because of
this. But I couldn't understand. Understand why was I doing this?
After
2 years, when I first started it was every day, every night. I hadn't
a social life and I hadn't a money. I was home-less living on the
streets begging for money. Money that was then spent on more drugs
for me. I was so stupid.
When
I took it? When I took it everything became a rainbow, life was a
dream, a dream that would never be true. Art, music, laughter, joy?
It was all coming to me. I loved it. Marijuana and I were married, I
would always be enjoying it but they will always be taking it.
The
point is, Marijuana is a dream. But the dream that no one can reach.
It wasn't fake but It wasn't true either. It was empty and hollow
compassion and love. I don't regret taking it but I do regret not
getting rid of it sooner. You will loose yourself, let alone others.
So be true, and certainly do not take marijuana or any other kind of
drugs no matter what the people say. Goodnight to you all!
