Unloved

Unloved

By Meow Scratch

What have we done?
(Burst out in tears) We've raised that monster! She isn't like the other girls her age, she gets angry at the people who love her most and she doesn't understand. She doesn't understand what's become of her. She used to be a little, delicate child, who always said please and thank you, who always said mommy I love you. It's not fair. She was our girl, now she's turned into something we both don't know. I don't want to know her anymore, let alone love her. She can go to hell for all I care! She's creapy and weird. She can move things with her mind! Her god-damn freakin' mind! Nobody can do that! And when she gets angry she throws stuff at us, she needs to be locked up! That monster! She's going to kill EVERYONE one day. And I'm not sticking around for that day. (Husband speaks) We could go anywhere, just anywhere away from that child! I also suggest, we call the police and everyone in this town to leave too. This girl needs to be isolated from anyone until she dies. (Husband speaks) No, she's not my little girl anymore...

Hungry for more

Hungry for more

By Henry Whys

The person is being asked questions about how marijuana felt on stage. The person explains how they feel deep within. Must be brought across with emotion and feeling, comedy must be added very lightly and in the necessary parts.

The feeling? Well the feeling was- something different. I didn't feel anything I just spaced out and I felt...different. It just didn't feel like I was there, like I was up in the clouds somewhere. It was really good at first, I took it only occasionally to keep me happy when I was bored or depressed. But then...

But then it became an addiction, I had to have it every once in a while, and didn't spend time with my family or friends because I was so addicted. I didn't want them to know, I didn't want them to look down on me in shame. After all, who is impressed to have a druggee as there brother or friend? The marijuana was lifting me away from all that. The sensation was amazing. It kept me alive, it kept me breathing, it kept me happy.

All I ever wanted as a little kid was to feel happy. I loved all the good emotions in my lifetime but hated all the bad. I knew I had to stop but I couldn't bring my self to do it. I hated my self because of this. But I couldn't understand. Understand why was I doing this?

After 2 years, when I first started it was every day, every night. I hadn't a social life and I hadn't a money. I was home-less living on the streets begging for money. Money that was then spent on more drugs for me. I was so stupid.

When I took it? When I took it everything became a rainbow, life was a dream, a dream that would never be true. Art, music, laughter, joy? It was all coming to me. I loved it. Marijuana and I were married, I would always be enjoying it but they will always be taking it.

The point is, Marijuana is a dream. But the dream that no one can reach. It wasn't fake but It wasn't true either. It was empty and hollow compassion and love. I don't regret taking it but I do regret not getting rid of it sooner. You will loose yourself, let alone others. So be true, and certainly do not take marijuana or any other kind of drugs no matter what the people say. Goodnight to you all! 

A Virgin

A Virgin

By Meow Scratch

Kate is a boring, dull girl and hasn't had any experiences. She is good in her studies and has very strict parents. Her friends normally tease her about being so up-tight and not having the experiences they had, but this time it really has got to her.

Oh my god. They said it again. I swear to god, one day I'll be laughing in there faces when there pregnant at 17. I mean, what's so bad about being a virgin at six-teen? Nothing. Just because I don't have sex as soon as I'm aloud to doesn't mean I’m not ever going to. But honestly, it's such an uncomfortable topic 'sex'. Maybe I'm a little dull and boring but that doesn't mean I'm not going to do it! Actually, maybe it does. Maybe I'm just never going to lighten up to the different experiences. Oh, I don't know!

It's just they keep bothering me about all this crap. Hey, I have an idea! What if I say, that I've had sex already. Sure it's not true and it might not work but it's worth a try. They're so stupid they won't even realise. Oh wait, but what if they did. What if they laugh and rub it in even more. That will be worse. But how could that happen? Maybe if they ask how to describe my 'first time' It's so stupid though, why do I have to have sex at 16? Isn't it against the law or something!? Oh wait, it isn't.

But I bet when I'm 21, and I can live my life how I choose to. They will be stuck in there homes looking after there children whilst I'm out there seeing the world! I would have all the freedom in the world. I could visit places like: Paris, New York, Venice, Tokyo! All these wonderful dreams; they will come true. But say if I got pregnant...

Yeah, I guess I could have an abortion. But what if I feel guilty inside and don't have an abortion (I mean I'm like that) and then. And then, and then I'll have kids. They can be cute, but they can also be a pain. I wonder what it's like- like to have a family. But will I have a husband? Oh no, will I be a single mom. I guess it's not too bad unless I have like 4 kids! Oh my, that would be a disaster!

Calm down Kate, it's just those stupid girls having a go at you. You can handle it. Oh but I'm such a looser, I'm even talking to my self. Maybe I will have to do it after all. No! Shut up! I will not have sex at six-teen! Not even if it's safe! Don't let them get to you, Kate! You are a mature woman, too young for sex. That's right! I'm only six-teen so why should I even bother. If they want to ruin there lives with being pregnant at 17 let them!

To be honest though, I really wonder what it feels like. I wonder what the feeling is of your first time?